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Now, to return you ladies and gentleman back to your usual ranting;

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I've just had alcohol and a long quiet tiem of reflectiveness...

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Why the fuck do I do this? XD This is like giving panda's an athrodiziac made of ground panda penis (that really exists)...seems like a great idea at the time but is realllllllllllyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy kinda counter productive.

But then again, that seems to be the way of the world, so I might as well join in. The banks lose millions of pounds and put the country in ecomonic meltdown, so it decides fuck it and gives all their boardmembers bonuses of silly amounts, to say congrats for the misplacement of other people's money, a job well done! The grand people at Paypal decide to firstly attempt to take money out of an old account which is empty, dispite me giving them the correct account's details, decide it's my fault, reverse all my payments which makes the sellers of stuff very angry at ME, not Paypal, since they won't own up, then when I try and give Paypal the money, for whatever reason, they refuse to let me. Those lovely people at the News of the World are all too happy to preach to us about the dangers of ID cards as they're an invasion of privacy, but apparantly think that hacking into celebratie's answer machines is 100% OK.

Not to mention that the people charged with running this damn country commit what is undoubtably MAJOR FRAUD and steal tax-payer's money to pay for duck houses, porn and moat cleaning, and we, the people who's money has been stolen, are expected to go "OK, just pay it back and we'll just hush this all up"

I'm sorry, no. If I swindled an old couple out of £1000 and got caught, I would be charged with fraud. But apparantly, because they're MPs, it's OK, they're exempt from the law for some reason. Which is sickening, because I have this wierd, kooky idea that if anyone commits fraud, they should be arrested and charged with fraud. I know, I know, it's a weird and unusual idea, but hey, that's how my crazy head thought that the legal system worked.

It's rather saddening when you take a step back and see that every major thing that runs the world are just whirlwinds of lies and hypocrisy.

Just the world of politics is proof enough of this. Let's say tomorrow, some MP, Roger Cokeandsex or something, is found dick-deep in some hooker, nose covered in coke, wearing fishnets and with a car battery hooked up to some part of his anatomy. All his fellow MPs will condemn him, they'll appear on the cameras and say that he was stupid and immoral and all this stuff. And then, 2 weeks later, another MP will be found doing exactly the same thing. MPs just condemn their fellow MPs for doing exactly what they themselves are doing it seems. You'll get MPs critizing each other for scandalous behaviour, skillfully segwaying the conversation away from all their dodgy business.

Oh, and these people are in charge of our country.

And don't get me started on religion. Don't get me wrong, I do believe that everyone has the right to believe what they want, and that is completely fine with me. It's just that the major religions are no-way near as friendly as they make out. Oh, fun and games are to be had here, they all say. They all preach out "Be kind to your fellow human!", but if you read the small text, it'll say "...except those of a different religion or race, gays and lesbians, those that drink, those that have sex before marriage, those that deviate from our way of life in anyway, shape or form."

But alot of people within those religions have moved with the times, and I really commend them for that. The people that I socialise with that are those of faith seem to be those who concern themselves with the message that the religions publish, "Be nice to everyone", rather than the message they hide, "Except those we don't like!".

It's the other tossers I can't stand XD

Seriously, for cunting fucking sake. Most religions believe in one or more greater powers, and somekind of afterlife, it's just the exact details that make them different, like names and the actions of prophets. They all like to preach peace and love, so why is it that because two religions can't agree on the tiniest detail they like to blow each other to kingdom come? "Oh, those people aren't of this faith, so they don't deserve to live, death to them!" For fucks sake, those people are simply excisercing their right to free will, which was supposed to be a gift from the higher power in the first place! You don't give someone an iPod for their birthday, but then say "If you dare use it to play songs other than this list I've prepared, I'm gonna riddle you with bullets!". Because that is just fucking crazy. But put that in a religious context, and suddenly that religion forgets the crazyness of it.

Oh, and before I forget, FUCK YOU JACK THOMPSON AND ALL YOU STAND FOR

Just wouldn't be a journal without it ;D

I give up on this world, I really do. I simply don't trust anyone that's running it, nor do I trust myself, and I certainly don't give two fucks about either, especially the latter. Honestly, my head is far too screwed up trying to work out what I'm meant to do, what I'm meant to feel and if any of that is fucking right that I'm just giving up. So it's here I express my gratitude to those that I do care about, all of you, for everything you've all done <3

And, yeah, fuck the world and shit. Because it's far more fun then just rolling over and accepting that this place is run by a variety of Harvey Dents, let's let out the Joker in all of us and mix shit up.

Although you guys and gals can do that, I'm far too comfy right here, and far to tired. Have fun!